so lately i've felt like I want to find my way, find my place in this world
who am i?
what matters in my heart?
what makes people geniunely happy? how does one stay happy?
what makes me want to jump out of bed? what makes me, me? where is my next step? where will i be in 1 year or 5 years? where do i WANT to be? and more so where will HE place me? What are the fundamentals to me? what are my dreams, goals and aspirations?
i think i want to take the next couple of weeks answering, praying, guessing, and searching my soul.
No, not answers, because most of these there aren't answers to...just ideas. i think that from this point i have followed the steps, the guidelines, the rules as to what's next and who am i supposed to be. However, i have gotten to that point where there aren't clear guidelines. I'm not jumping to the next rock before I have even landed on the current one. Instead, i am sitting on my *hypothetical rock*, and it's large and vast and i love a lot of it but i feel like i need to make it warm and fuzzy and my own. so here's to finding myself, and defining myself...
so i've read a few articles, blogs, and just stuff that have inspired me, that have made me want to search...
first step, i have defined some new new interests...new goals
. be a loving, spiritual and inspirational wife, daughter, cousin, friend and woman .
. be a mother .
. have a successful career where i can focus on serving .
. run another half marathon .
. do another sprint triathlon .
. be more open on my blog, i have received so much from reading various blogs, i too should give back .
. become a yogi, or attempt a yogi world .
. volunteer .
. find peace & restfulness .
. learn to be content wherever i may be in life .
I usually don't post these types but for some reason today i am feeling like taking that leap...setting it in stone i assume.